Killed Colorado mother Shanann Watts said a very long time before her demise that she was lifted out of a difficult period in her life by meeting her better half Chris — the man presently blamed for killing her and the couple's two little girls.

"I accept that everything in life occurs for an explanation, and I additionally accept individuals are set in our life for an explanation," Shanann said in a Facebook Live video roughly four months prior, before she and little girls Bella, 4, and Celeste, 3, were discovered dead a week ago.

On Monday investigators officially charged Chris Watts, 33, with their homicides and furthermore with purportedly ending Shanann's 15-weeks-old pregnancy.

The 30-minute video, taped by Shanann on a Saturday morning at the couple's Colorado home while Chris is seen playing with their little girls out of sight, is an effort to companions and customers of Shanann's immediate promoting business as a vendor of wellbeing supplements.

In it, she advances her own developing certainty and freedom while yielding she has fought through instabilities, including "wellbeing challenges" after she got her first home at age 25.

"I met Chris on account of those wellbeing challenges," she says.

A shared contact had sent her a Facebook brief proposing Chris as a potential companion. She erased it. After two months she got a determination — her sibling said she had lupus — "and I experienced one of the, I would state, darkest occasions of my life, since things just got more frightening."

A North Carolina occupant at the time, she quit her place of employment of nine years, lost companions "since they didn't comprehend that I looked flawlessly fine, and I felt unpleasantly inside," and "was in an extremely, downright terrible spot, and I got a companion demand from Chris on Facebook," she said.

"I resembled, gracious what the hell, I'm never going to meet him," she said. "Acknowledge."

"All things considered, one thing prompted another, and after eight years we have two children, we live in Colorado, and he's the best thing that has ever transpired," she said.

She said she trusted her romantic tale with Chris would rouse others. "Realize that regardless of how hard life gets, regardless of how low you feel, realize that where it counts, as in your heart, there's an intention, there's a purpose behind everything."

She included: "On the grounds that I became so ill, I let him in, and he just knew me … even from a pessimistic standpoint. Also, he acknowledged me."

"I'm letting you know, when I met Chris, I pushed him away. I gave each reason for him to run. … I mean, he went to my colonoscopy, I tormented him, I dismissed him, I pushed him away time and over and over. Be that as it may, when I dropped dates a minute ago, 'cause that is the manner by which life is with my health challenges, you drop things a minute ago … he stayed. Furthermore, he stayed in light of the fact that he was the one for me."

"He is astonishing, and I can't reveal to you how superb he is," she said.

Chris was "effectively associated with an issue with a colleague" before he purportedly murdered Shanann and their two youngsters — 4-year-old Bella and 3-year-old Celeste — court reports got by PEOPLE charge.

He purportedly had denied the illicit relationship to police, the oath appears. Yet, specialists said they completed a two-day examination and affirmed the betrayal. He likewise supposedly conceded he executed Shanann — yet simply after, he asserted, he "went into a fury" when she choked one of their girls.

During his meetings with police, Chris changed his story a few times, the sworn statement affirms.

He was captured Wednesday, a day prior to the three bodies were situated on the property of an organization where Chris once in the past worked.

He stays in guardianship without bond and will profit to court for Tuesday to be instructed concerning the charges against him. He has not entered a supplication and his open safeguard has not reacted to PEOPLE's various solicitations for input.